What am I supposed to do?

Since some days, my heart does not know what to do. I have to find an internship after my academic year, here, in Montreal. Pb: I want to go to Italy like never before. I just want to finally know this country I feel attracted to without any reason. So? What should I do? Should I have an internship in Montreal because it's more practical or should I find something in Florence where maybe I'm going to spend 4 years of my life because there's a school there where I want to go? Aaaaaaaah! I think I'm going to try Florence...